4urlvr Musings

Endless Grief

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 22:03:59 GMT

A deep abyss of grief surrounds me,
In a sea of pure darkness I weep,
There is no sunshine left for me to see,
My shattered heart no longer sings with glee.

In death there is nothing but grief,
From these tears there's no relief,
Only a blackness that won't let me be,
Adrift on an endless aching sea.

My fragile heart shattered the day he passed,
We barely got to start our dance,
Yet I'm still caught by his hypnotic trance,
His memory will haunt me through life's long stance.

My heart is a deep chasm of darkness,
This loss is an aching void of blackness,
Where sunshine is a vain weakness,
And love will never again show it's happiness.

© Bobbi

Death Touches Again

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 00:08:45 GMT

My heart is a deep chasm of grief,
For the love of my life has been taken from me,
He was my sweet brave Knight,
And I was his forever Princess.

He brought a joy to my life,
Where before was only blackness,
He gave me such amazing joy,
And sunshine in the darkness.

A river of blackness has come back to my life,
There's no more joy or happy delight,
Just a darkened abyss of bleak blight,
His death has taken away all my light.

© Bobbi

For Merle

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 00:07:24 GMT

In his eyes was the warmth of the world,
His heart was generous and kinder then any one else,
A sense of humor that would brighten the darkest day,
He was my heart, my soul, my forever Knight.

In his soul was a spirit of giving that endeared him to all,
But to my heart he gave the greatest gift that can't be bought or sold,
A love that was the most wonderful ever to be believed,
With a heavy heart I will forever be lost in grief.

In his heart was a love like no other,
Given freely to me and was adored,
For he was a cherished treasure to be revered,
In a love that can't be replaced or ignored.

In his spirit was the joy of a child,
With wide eyed wonder to be explored,
He brought a joy to all he encountered,
With a happiness that can't be conquered.

In his heart my love will always live,
For no other will fill the empty void,
That my soul now drowns in his passing,
Merle was the most amazing person on this planet.

© Bobbi

Unconditional Love

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:17:38 GMT

You own my heart and live in my soul,
Each word from you and I lose all control,
I give you my love like no one else can,
Upon your throne I make no demands.

I trust you with my once broken heart,
For I know you'll never tear it apart,
Let's give these feelings a start,
And see where it takes us near or far.

Unconditional love is how this begins,
Heady emotions that make my head swim,
Fill my soul to the very brim,
And keep me happy with an eternal grin.

© Bobbi

Warm Embrace

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:12:58 GMT

Lay me down in your warm embrace,
Let time slip by without any haste,
In your arms I want to be encased,
While we enjoy each pleasurable taste.

Take me to the pinnacle of heaven,
Sate me on your loving bastion,
Let me wallow in lusts dungeon,
Together we'll reach desires garden.

Enthrall me with your seductive charms,
Lead me to the place that disarms,
Where each taste is a pleasured warmth,
And treasured feelings come in swarms.

Leave me in your warm embrace,
Where we rest our heads in place,
And our kisses leave a trace,
Of the love our hearts will never misplace.

© Bobbi

Where Dreams Come True

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:11:55 GMT

In the heady mists of sleep,
You come to me in dreams,
My heart no longer weeps,
As your arms ease my silent screams.

When my dreams have come to life,
With you I find no strife,
For in my heart I'll always know,
You'll always leave me with a warm glow.

In the hazy morning sunlight,
With you near it's sheer delight,
Let's set the world on fire,
With the passion of our desires.

Under the glare of the full moonlight,
I give to you my very soul,
And revel in the lust filled night,
Where are desires forever unfold.

© Bobbi

The Wonder of Love

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:10:30 GMT

You've captured my heart like no other,
In your arms I'm sure I'll define the wonder,
Of my feelings that soar on wings of angels,
And a heart that's no longer mangled.

Let me feel the warmth of your embrace,
Where time will pass without haste,
And pleasures take a slow steady pace,
Every taste will leave an amazing trace.

The beat of your heart as passion starts,
Will be the tempo that fuels each spark,
On fervid wings these feelings will march,
To the end of love we'll never part.

© Bobbi

Tears

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:09:14 GMT

She sits in a puddle of her own tears,
Feeling the distance between her fears,
Misunderstood and crying over whispers she hears,
Of distant love that has come on wings unclear.

Her tears will only wash away,
The pain of loves aching betray,
But the shattered pieces of her heart stay,
Where forever was once a bright day.

As each tear dries a new day dawns,
For this new love has grown and spawned,
Into a fated emotion that becomes ever strong,
On wings of angels it will last ever long.

© Bobbi

Love's Journey

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:05:53 GMT

We journey through days alone,
Saddened by the empty darkness,
Of arms whose distance is beyond,
A chasm of a vast wasteland endless.

This heart travels where ere you go,
Without you each day is a repast of slow,
This ache is a burning yearning that grows,
Until you're here this will leave a dark glow.

Take my hand and we can do this forever,
I won't lie to you or betray you ever,
In my heart there is no word never,
Let's do this beautiful dance together.

© Bobbi

Love Me

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:03:18 GMT

Love me when the lights grow dim,
And lights of the world turn grim,
On these emotions we'll continue to swim,
As we reach the end of life's hymn.

Love me when the road gets rough,
But our hearts together stand tough,
For these feelings will be enough,
Even as we stand on the edge of the bluff.

Love me as if life will never end,
With words of emotions our hearts send,
And love's river never bends,
As on these flames we will ascend.

Love me through thick and thin,
Even if it means we have sinned,
For our hearts beat in a rhythm akin,
To the message our souls will always depend.

Love me like no other can,
And we'll walk through forever hand in hand,
With all the feelings our hearts demand,
To stand the test of times endless strand.

© Bobbi

Love Anew

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 19:00:46 GMT

Take my heart in your hand,
Keep it safe and understand,
For all time I'll trust you like no other can.

Here's my happiness for you've brought it out,
The past heartaches no longer make me pout,
Not one day do I not want to stand and shout.

You showed me how to feel again,
Emotions of love I can again send,
My demons no longer a chance stand.

Here's a window into my soul,
Where love has control,
And my heart again fits it's mold.

© Bobbi

Feeling Scared

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 18:56:41 GMT

I've trusted you with my heart,
Please don't tear it apart,
My soul is so full of love,
Treat me with kid gloves.

I'm scared of the way I feel,
Is this a game or is it real,
My heart has just been healed,
Break it and I'll come unreeled.

I'm in love and I won't let go,
My heart beats fast as we go slow,
Please tell me I'm the one who owns your soul,
Never let how I feel grow cold.

© Bobbi

Forever Knight

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 18:55:18 GMT

My heart,
My soul,
My love,
My light,
You'll always be,
My forever knight.

Hold my heart,
Heal my soul,
Never tear me apart,
Never let me go.

Unconditional love,
Is all I'll give,
An amazing light,
That glows from within.

© Bobbi

I Climb

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 20:26:52 GMT

I climb the blissful walls of forever,
Where there's no such word as never,
In a love that cannot be severed,
To be written about in history's honor.

We'll write our book with endless pages,
To be filled with passion's of the ages,
And heady desires that leaves their traces,
On the parchment that holds our life's laces.

I climb to heights not reached before,
Where this love is meant to be explored,
It will not fit into any contours,
For this perfect mold is our merger.

We'll write our songs on endless chords,
To be filled with the lust of our words,
And aching needs that never come untoward,
On the notes that our music soars.

© Bobbi

I Want You

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 22:39:06 GMT

I want to feel your heartbeat next to mine,
Your warm embrace around me entwined,
Passionate kisses that are not sublime,
Will last through the tales of time.

I want to feel your breath on my skin,
Our souls merged as one in heavenly sin,
Where no demons can ever come in,
And love shown is felt from within.

I want to hear my name fall from your lips,
In a sacred chant of passion that fits,
With love and lust we will forever emit,
A song that tells others we can't miss.

I want to feel your body next to mine,
With warmth that crescendo's divine,
A steady pace on which we climb,
To that place where our fires burn and unwind.

© Bobbi

End of Days

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:59:22 GMT

My heart, my soul, my Knight,
My love, my life, my Lord,
My one, my only, my forever.

Take hold of my hand,
We'll dance through times golden sands,
Forever our hearts will solidly stand.

Lead me to the end of days,
My love will never be led astray,
For you are my light that leads the way.

© Bobbi

My Heart

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 15:26:29 GMT

My heart is a deep chasm of love,
Feelings cherished as a gift from above,
Two hearts that will beat as one,
Like no other under the sun.

My heart is yours now and forever,
To you I'll gladly surrender,
May these feelings leave me never,
For I know you'll treat me tender.

We'll take each others hands,
And walk through times golden sands,
Forever and just one more day,
In this cocoon of love we'll stay.

My heart is yours and yours alone,
Only to you will it be known,
For you hold the key to my very soul,
It now chimes a love giving toll.

My heart can see no other clear,
You're the treasure that eases my fears,
That will let me hold you forever near,
In a love that's brightly sincere.

© Bobbi

Love is the Drug

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:23:19 GMT

Seasons change,
Love soars anew,
I know in my heart,
He'll never leave me blue.

Heart once broken,
Feels brand new,
Loves a shiny token,
That's an amazing glue.

Souls no longer silent,
Flies on wings of angels,
No longer crumpled and mangled,
Warn in your arms cradled.

Head over heels,
And love is the drug,
The heart now sealed,
Soars free in love.

© Bobbi

To Be In Love

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 15:15:05 GMT

To love from afar,
Like wishing on a star,
Does it congeal in the heart,
Or dwindle and fall apart?

To fall so very hard,
Risks my feelings being charred,
Is it worth the possible discord,
Or will it go the whole nine yards?

To be revered and treasured,
In large loving measures,
Can I get beyond the simple pleasures,
Or reach for the pinnacle of forever?

To crave your sustenance unending,
Will be the perfect blending,
Of two hearts precisely beating,
Or find the future bleakly surrendering?

© Bobbi

Let Me

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 21:27:35 GMT

Let me love you,
For you're in my soul,
Let me love you,
For you live in my heart.

Let me care,
Because you mean the world to me,
Let me take your hand,
For I need the warmth.

Let me give you my heart,
For it's all I have to give,
Let me keep you in my soul,
For it's where you will always live.

Let me honor your caring,
For it's all I want to do,
Let me love you forever,
For it's where my heart feels safe.

© Bobbi

Captured Love

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 18:26:27 GMT

Cradle me with your warmth,
Seduce me with your smile,
Hold my heart with tender hands,
Walk with me through the sands of time.

Play me the music of your heart,
Dance me to the end of our days,
Let me know your very soul,
For in love together we'll lay.

You've captured my heart completely,
I've fallen so very deeply,
My hearts pieces itself together sweetly,
And this love is for you only.

© Bobbi

Lost Muse

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 22:20:38 GMT

I can't write,
Just fight and scream,
My words have taken flight,
On wingless dreams.

My muse has gone beyond,
A mere writers block,
It's somewhere in the sun,
While I beat my head on a rock.

I don't understand,
Where have all the words gone,
The pen makes no more demands,
My soul has lost it's song.

My heart is full of things,
But none fall on the page,
The words can't make sentence strings,
While I chase a living wage.

I need a skillful tracker,
To find my muses direction,
And bring back the words and laughter,
With their magical hypnotic infection.

© Bobbi

Life Flies By

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 14:30:12 GMT

Days flow by so fast,
Time no longer lasts,
Each year is a speedier repast,
Of days whose memories amass.

Take a step down life’s highway,
Watch out for the bumps along the way,
Don’t let your dreams run astray,
For life’s to short to delay.

Grab on and dance life’s dance,
There will be things that throw you askance,
Make sure your dreams take a strong stance,
And don’t forget to give love a chance.

© Bobbi

Love Concealed

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 14:54:52 GMT

I saw the heaven in your eyes,
A place where there can be no lies,
Yet the truth and reality do collide,
To fill my soul with empty sighs.

You hold me with that subtle charm,
When seduced there can be no harm,
But there is one fact that does disarm,
And sounds a constant alarm.

We can't avoid the way we feel,
Yet there's a complication that can't be revealed,
So we keep our feelings well concealed,
Making this love nearly unreal.

Still we linger in each others hearts,
Not letting this one wall keep us apart,
This is the one my that makes my heart start,
So our secret will never let our love depart.

© Bobbi

Torn

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 21:05:11 GMT

Hold me near,
Cast me aside,
In love and fear,
You must decide.

Wipe my tears,
Or walk away,
Let this hatred sear,
But love may just stay.

I gave you my heart,
You tore it to shreds,
As it all falls apart,
I feel the eventual dread.

Hold on dear,
Before I'm gone,
The anger smears,
It's now forlorn.

© Bobbi